My Thursday Night

If my motivation doesn’t flee me come 5:30pm, here are the plans for tonight:

a run around the neighborhood (maybe with a doggie friend)

making and eating black bean soup for dinner

3 hours of Lost season finale awesomeness!! so excited!

I’ve really been a flip-flopper on this whole exercise thing. Some days I think I want to be a runner, others I want to work out just enough to be fit and that’s all. But the more I think about it, I want to be an athlete. Even if I never join a team or play an organized sport, I want to feel like I’m an athlete. I don’t want to be afraid to play a game. Over the weekend, I joined Cody and his brothers (albeit briefly) for a backyard game of homerun derby. Granted they were tennis balls and Stefan was lobbing them a bit, I knocked two of them about 2 backyards away. And it felt good. I liked feeling like I could keep up with them. I want to feel that all the time.